Adieu!

Adieu!

I may not stay,
as I am today,
as the wheel of fortune moves on and on.

I may travel a distant way,
from you I may stay away,
memories will keep us in touch although,when I'm finally gone.

The caring touch which I have got,
the love that in my life you brought,
have prevented me from living alone...

Adieu friend, adieu from my thought!
being tired of the battles I've fought,
have driven me to a existence of a moron...

I therefore decide to live a life of my own,
to leave the sad phase into which I was thrown,
smile as a courageous soldier in the best way known,
and win the game of life, as 'the show must go on'.

Life...a futile fair...

Futile fair:-

It's the sound that haunts me...
kills me almost in a second...
pushes me in an absolute darkness...
thoughts of it numbs my senses...
Can you listen to the cries,
of an old crippled mind?
that once nurtured dreams to come true,
sitting in the corner of a room...

A picture so perfect once...
being destroyed by sheer negligence,
deliberately vanquished by strokes of indifference;
crushed desires weeping alone...
trampled by the daily chores of existence.

Eyes poor to stare at the fast pace of life...
hands wide open for a caring touch...
legs struggling hard to lift, the self...
from its mourning rage, sympathising...

Begging even for a tinge of care n love...
stepping forward to the unknown yet Ultimate Truth...

What is life but a futile fair...?

Lost as ever

Lost as ever:-

Lost in the world, lost as ever,
Searching the “self” in a sarcastic fever,
Gone are those days of fruitful thoughts,
When strange messages the cool breeze brought.

Rise in a medley of quarrelling dreams,
Life is nothing but a mirage of themes,
Nights are heavy and days pass by,
Deserted and marooned where am I?

Mind gone crazy, wishes drowned
Still struggle for a living, short space found…